littlebat905

Over a year has passed And I still dream of you Over a year has passed And I still imagine your arms around me. Over a year has passed And I still dream about you Over a year has passed And I hate to admit, I still miss you

Him ~~~~ I loved the feeling of your arms around me as thought sad thoughts. I loved how you made sure I was okay and that I knew you cared. I love the memories we made. I loved the hugs that reassured me things would be okay some day. I loved the way you looked at me. I loved the words you spoke to me. I loved everything about you. I love you and I always will. I may someday be a distant memory but I will never forget the way I felt with you.

*****trigger***** This body is a curse. I don't think it could be much worse. Low self esteem No self confidence Just another day in a body I hate. Can't break free can't get away Feeling so insecure Can't take another day Never good enough Crave to be skinny Need to be pretty Want to be okay with being me Is that too much to ask? No self confidence Low self esteem I don't think it could be much worse. This body is a curse.

****trigger**** Welcome to the freak show where there is only one act. This act begins with a single knife. Soon added, other blades and sharp object. This show will be quite entertaining in a sick and twisted way. With the blades the show continues but soon there is another object in the mix. A variety of pills. Sleeping to pain. Relax dear audience it is only an act or is it. The show continues with smiles and cheers but what's this. Pain appears but only subtly. No one will notice if you don't use your words. The act comes to an end. The grand finally. The blades go deep and the pills take effect. This can be seen but not under

***** trigger****** You walked me home. I said goodbye. I watched you go then went inside and cried. Why didn't you kiss me? Would you ever miss me if I disappeared? Do I disgust you? Am I not skinny enough for you? You wouldn't miss me. Nobody would. Maybe that was the last goodbye To ever pass my lips. The door was locked and I was inside Trying to die. Razor blade kisses Infinite misses Of the valuable vein. Cover your wounds Act like you fine No one can know of those deep bloody lines. Say hello to your friend Hide the pain deep inside. I see you in the halls. You don't even notice When my sleeves slid up Or the mark